I can't function these days, it's somewhat worrying with exams looming.

You have amazing eyes and eyelashes, I wish I could just stare into them without feeling like a freak!

I actually miss you. I wish it wasn't like how it is but I'm too stubborn to do anything about it. I'm sorry.

Composed for post graduating purposes:

Vladimir Nabokov  'Lolita'
Simone de Beauvoir 'The Second Sex', 'She Came to Stay' and 'All Men are Mortal'
Virginia Woolf 'To the Lighthouse' and 'A Room of One's Own'
Tadeusz Konwicki 'The Polish Complex'
Paul Auster 'Leviathan'
Rebbecca Ray 'A Certain Age'
Camilla Gibb 'Mouthing the Words'
Erlend Low 'Naive. Super'
Jeffrey Eugenides 'The Virgin Suicides'
Kathleen Jamie 'The Tree House'

Glasvegas new album has really impressed me. I can't wait to go see them in two weeks. James bought the paid guestlist tickets and gave them to all the family which was really nice of him. Stuart went to see them in Berlin and is going to see them support Oasis in Munich, jammy boy. I can't wait for Stuart to come home either, 18 days left.

 

Yesterday was my girl's 21st, I'm so glad she like her Vivienne Westwood bracelet, PHEW! Her wee lit up face made me feel so happy. I don't know what I'd do without my best friend, I really don't. We had a drunken confession session which revolved around my reignited love and her telling me that she wasn't impressed much by Doug but would've been nice to him if I had still been with him(AAAAW! That's why I love her). And more boy chat.

Surprising me like that made my day, I never expected it in a million years it'd be you that was calling on me. It made me smile and still makes me smile to think about it. I actually can't wait for Friday!

I love my best friend because I can be as cocky, arrogant and honest as I want to be and she won't judge me but tell me how much she loves me. Yes, I am thankful. I love her so much, more than life itself.

Catching up with one of my most missed people was the nicest thing. How could we have let seven months go by? God knows! Why was I such a freak about things a year ago, if I hadn't it would probably be so much better just now. It's a weird feeling and I feel guilty about it, I don't even know who I'd tell without getting judged because of present circumstances. Argh.


I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW! I never knew you could be capable of something like this, you promised me but you never fail to disappoint me. What's the point?! You're just like the rest, I don't care what you say.

I am so glad there is only two hours and seventeen minutes left to this week as it may, quite possibly be the worst one ever. I've never been so confused about everything or been pissed off with so many people in one week. I don't even know what is wrong.

BALL OF RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE!

Stuart made me lol so much today, I always knew he was a pretentious wee cunt(not Stuart, obv).